Feeling Invisible Despite Hard Work: My Journey for Recognition

There’s a whole world out there, teeming with life and activity, yet here I am, existing independently of it. Despite my best efforts, it often feels like I’m not part of the world at all.

Over the years, I’ve poured my heart and soul into creating content. I’ve made countless videos, written books, maintained a blog, and even set up a forum. I’ve written extensively and produced numerous videos, but the audience remains elusive. Hardly anyone watches the videos, reads the blog, or engages with the forum.

So why do I keep going? Because I hold onto the hope that one day, there will be a beautiful, miraculous moment when everything clicks. Suddenly, I’ll have an audience, and people will see me. It’s this hope that keeps me working hard, even when it feels like I’m invisible.

I do have a few fans, but they are few and far between. However, I know my content is awesome. I believe it’s worth reading and watching. I’m convinced that what I’m doing is important and has the potential to help humanity significantly. If only I could connect with people, I could contribute greatly to human existence and its betterment.

Recognition would mean everything to me. My life is almost perfect right now. The only thing lacking is friends and people to discuss philosophy with. If I found an audience and people to share philosophical discussions with, my life would be perfect.

In my old work, I did experience some recognition, but it was for being weird, and it wasn’t the kind of attention I wanted. I had haters and stalkers, and it was a really horrible experience. Yet, despite these challenges, I keep pushing forward, driven by the belief that someday, things will change.