Wendell's Diary

My Dearest Ivory, As I sit here contemplating the depth of our existence, I find myself drawn to the wisdom of the ancient Greeks, a people who lived with a profound appreciation for the world around them. In their culture, there was a striking difference in how they viewed life and what lies beyond, especially when compared to the views held by many modern religions, such as Christianity. To the Greeks, this life—our time on Earth—was of paramount importance. It was here, in the breath and the blood, in the moments of triumph and even in sorrow, that true meaning was found. The afterlife, for them, was not a place of reward or punishment, but rather a shadowy existence in the underworld where the souls of the dead merely lingered. The underworld, ruled by Hades, was not a paradise to strive for, but a continuation in a diminished form—a place where nothing of great significance occurred. This perspective contrasts sharply with the teachings of Christianity, where the focus is often on...

Growing up as a Christian, the secular world was something I was taught to fear and despise. It was portrayed as a realm of moral decay and spiritual danger, a stark contrast to the sanctity and purity of our faith. This teaching shaped my early views, creating a strong aversion to anything perceived as secular. **The Christian Perspective** As a child, I was immersed in a world where faith in Jesus Christ was paramount. We were taught that true fulfillment and moral guidance came from our relationship with God. The secular world, with its focus on materialism, entertainment, and human desires, was seen as a distraction at best and a threat at worst. This binary view left little room for appreciating the broader aspects of life outside religious teachings. **Embracing Agnosticism** As I grew older, my views began to shift. Questioning my faith led me to explore different perspectives, and I gradually found myself drawn to agnosticism. This journey wasn’t easy; it required me to confron...

For most of my life, I was a dedicated Christian. My faith was strong, and I deeply believed that God existed and cared about me. In moments of loneliness, God was my best friend. However, over time, my views began to shift, influenced by a growing understanding of philosophy and natural law. The turning point came relatively recently. The more I learned, the more I questioned the likelihood of any religion being correct. One key realization was that things beyond our world cannot affect the world, according to natural law. This idea challenged my belief in a divine plan and the supernatural influence on our lives. University was the first place where I started to question my faith seriously. Philosophy courses opened my eyes to new ways of thinking. As I delved deeper into these subjects, especially through online courses, I realized that the existence of God seemed increasingly unlikely. It wasn’t a sudden shift but a gradual process of learning and reflection. A major aspect that in...