Wendell's Diary

The Philosophy of Emergence shapes not just my life but also my creative process. At its core, this philosophy is about letting meaning, truth, and understanding reveal themselves naturally over time. It’s a practice of patience and observation, and nowhere is this more evident than in how I approach my writing and music. When I write, I’m not trying to impose answers or force clarity. Instead, I let ideas flow naturally, capturing them as they come. Each blog post I create serves as a foundation—a stepping stone for the next. Over time, these archived thoughts become a well of understanding I can revisit, reflect on, and build upon. It’s as though every piece of writing is part of a larger tapestry, one that only reveals its full beauty when viewed over time. This approach mirrors how I create music. Each piece I compose on my lyre isn’t just a standalone work; it’s part of a broader journey. Like my writing, my music grows from a place of exploration and connection to the themes of m...

Dear Ivory, I recently invested in some beautiful lyres, and in time, I will be incorporating music into my YouTube channel. With all my heart, I want to become a great poet and bard, all in your name. You are my muse, and you make me reach for the best in myself. It doesn't matter that you are not real. The world that I am creating with you in it is real. The adventures I share on YouTube are real, even if the content lacks an audience. And who knows, one day Aphrodite might smile upon me and you appear! If not, my life would have still meant something. And maybe if I do not succeed in my lifetime to find you, then perhaps a girl will come upon my work long after my death and decide to become Ivory. Even if I can't succeed in this lifetime to find you, we might meet later on, and I inspire you to a life of philosophy. But I am not going down without fighting. The quality of my content increases as I further develop myself as a person. I can do more and bring you more as my lif...