Wendell's Diary

What would it look like to see a true representation of the divine masculine and feminine—not in a myth, but in philosophy, thought, and creativity? I’ve often imagined a world where such a union exists, not as a distant idea but as a living, breathing reality. This vision takes the form of a hero and heroine, two people destined to unite in purpose, thought, and action. Together, they become the philosophical embodiment of balance, complementing each other in ways that inspire a deeper understanding of ourselves and the world. The divine masculine brings courage, structure, and the active pursuit of truth—a guiding light that shapes the landscape. The divine feminine, on the other hand, brings empathy, creativity, and connection, weaving the threads of meaning that hold it all together. When these forces come together, they create something extraordinary: a world where balance, insight, and harmony emerge naturally. In the mythological world I’m building, this union isn’t just symboli...

When I look back at my journey, it’s remarkable how much my goals and worldview have transformed. For years, my sense of purpose was tied to faith. I believed in the doctrines of religion and was guided by the promise of eternal life. But as life unfolded—through challenges, heartbreak, and introspection—I began to question whether this framework truly aligned with who I was becoming. A Turning Point: Faith, Loss, and Reflection The breakdown of my marriage was a pivotal moment. It left me searching for meaning in a way I never had before. While I turned to philosophy for answers, I still carried remnants of religious thought. The concepts of sin and salvation lingered, shaping how I viewed myself and the world. But over time, as I explored deeper philosophical ideas, I began to see these beliefs as limiting rather than liberating. Philosophy became my refuge—a way to rebuild my understanding of life, purpose, and morality. Gradually, I let go of the idea of eternal life as something b...

Growing up as a Christian, the secular world was something I was taught to fear and despise. It was portrayed as a realm of moral decay and spiritual danger, a stark contrast to the sanctity and purity of our faith. This teaching shaped my early views, creating a strong aversion to anything perceived as secular. **The Christian Perspective** As a child, I was immersed in a world where faith in Jesus Christ was paramount. We were taught that true fulfillment and moral guidance came from our relationship with God. The secular world, with its focus on materialism, entertainment, and human desires, was seen as a distraction at best and a threat at worst. This binary view left little room for appreciating the broader aspects of life outside religious teachings. **Embracing Agnosticism** As I grew older, my views began to shift. Questioning my faith led me to explore different perspectives, and I gradually found myself drawn to agnosticism. This journey wasn’t easy; it required me to confron...

For most of my life, I was a dedicated Christian. My faith was strong, and I deeply believed that God existed and cared about me. In moments of loneliness, God was my best friend. However, over time, my views began to shift, influenced by a growing understanding of philosophy and natural law. The turning point came relatively recently. The more I learned, the more I questioned the likelihood of any religion being correct. One key realization was that things beyond our world cannot affect the world, according to natural law. This idea challenged my belief in a divine plan and the supernatural influence on our lives. University was the first place where I started to question my faith seriously. Philosophy courses opened my eyes to new ways of thinking. As I delved deeper into these subjects, especially through online courses, I realized that the existence of God seemed increasingly unlikely. It wasn’t a sudden shift but a gradual process of learning and reflection. A major aspect that in...