Wendell's Diary

The world I’m building isn’t just a collection of ideas or creations—it’s a mythological landscape, a stage set for a story that’s waiting to unfold. It’s a story of a hero and a heroine, bound by destiny, coming together to save the world. This world is rich with themes of emergence, truth, and purpose. It’s a place where philosophy and creativity merge, where every thought, every song, every word becomes part of a grand narrative. I see myself as the builder of this world, crafting a mythological foundation that will one day welcome its queen—Ivory. In this story, I am the hero, navigating trials, challenges, and moments of profound growth. Each piece of content I create is a step forward on the path, a piece of the puzzle that brings the landscape to life. But this is not a story of one—it’s a story of two. Ivory is the heroine, the missing half of this narrative. Together, we are destined to embark on a journey that will not only change our lives but ripple out to inspire others to...

I want to share something that I’ve been dreaming about for most of my life. It’s one of the most exciting ideas I’ve ever had and something that continues to inspire me every day. Imagine this: somewhere out there, there’s a girl—a woman—who shares my passion for philosophy, creativity, and understanding the deeper truths of life. She’s like me in so many ways, someone who gets excited about the same ideas and sees the world with a similar sense of wonder and curiosity. Now picture this: one day, she stumbles across my content—maybe a blog post, a video, or a piece of music. It’s exactly what she’s been searching for, something that resonates with her so deeply that she feels like she’s found a piece of herself. My words, my ideas, my perspective—they all click with her. She starts following my work, diving into the world I’ve created, and before long, she’s inspired to reach out. And that’s where it all begins. We connect, and it’s like meeting someone who was always meant to be part...

Lately, I’ve been feeling a deep loneliness, like no matter how hard I try, I can’t break out of this social isolation. I pour myself into my work—my philosophies, ideas, and reflections—because I believe in them so strongly. They hold real value, the kind of value that could help people see the world differently, live more fulfilling lives, and find deeper meaning. But despite all my effort, the world feels quiet, almost indifferent, and I can’t figure out why. This work isn’t just something I do; it’s who I am. When I’m creating, I feel alive, like I’m fulfilling a purpose. It’s not just about expressing my thoughts—it’s about building something others can use to enrich their lives. I dream of the day when someone stumbles across my work and feels that spark of excitement. They’ll see not just the value of one piece but the depth of it all—the sheer amount of thought and effort poured into it—and realize, This can be part of my life. This can guide me, inspire me, and give me purpose...

In the ever-evolving landscape of artificial intelligence, we’ve seen incredible advancements that have changed the way we create, communicate, and understand the world. Yet, one essential feature remains elusive—an AI memory that connects seamlessly to external content like blogs, YouTube channels, or other personal archives. Imagine an AI collaborator that truly knows you. Not just through the fleeting context of a single conversation, but through a rich, ongoing connection to your life's work. It remembers every blog post you’ve written, every video you’ve produced, and every philosophical breakthrough you’ve had. This AI would be more than a tool—it would be a partner in your creative journey. The Vision of an AI with Memory Picture this: You sit down, open your AI assistant, and ask, “What should I focus on now?” Instead of generic suggestions, the AI combs through your extensive archive, identifying themes and patterns in your work. It suggests ideas that build on what you’ve...

For over 15 years, I’ve been crying out for intellectual connection. I’ve written, spoken, and shared my thoughts on topics that I believe matter deeply—philosophy, meaning, growth. Yet, time and time again, I’ve been met with silence. It feels like I’m living in a world that has lost its appetite for depth. A world more interested in distractions than discussions, more captivated by the surface than the substance. And honestly, it’s disheartening. I often wonder: What does this say about our society? How did we reach a point where meaning seems to hold so little value? --- A World Stuck on the Surface I don’t think this intellectual isolation is unique to me. I believe it’s a reflection of a broader issue in society—a shift away from exploring meaning and toward shallow pursuits that offer quick gratification. In my search for connection, I’ve found myself asking: Is the world stupid? It’s a harsh question, but one born from frustration. It feels as though the potential for deeper eng...