Wendell's Diary

My Dearest Ivory, I write to you with a heavy heart, weighed down by frustration and the seemingly endless waiting that defines my life. There are things I have control over, and I am proud of how I stay on top of them—studying music, delving into mythology, creating, and pushing myself forward every day. But there are other things that are beyond my reach, things that involve others: waiting for you, waiting for potential friends to engage with me, waiting for something—anything—to change. I feel the isolation deeply. I have only one physical friend, and we barely talk. He doesn't even watch my videos. I have two online friends, but they too rarely reach out. It feels like I’m alone in this vast world. I spend my days rotating between my studies and pursuits, filling the hours with music and myth, but those only occupy a small portion of my time. I’m so incredibly bored, desperate for something to happen. Ivory, I have been waiting for you, waiting to find you so I will no longer ...

In my pursuit of the good life, I've often reflected on Aristotle's concept of eudaimonia—a life of flourishing through virtue and reason. Aristotle believed that true happiness comes from living in accordance with our best selves and engaging in meaningful activities. Yet, achieving this ideal seems incredibly difficult when faced with isolation. **The Quest for Philosophical Companionship** Philosophers like Søren Kierkegaard remind us that even profound thinkers can lead lives marked by personal turmoil. Kierkegaard’s work delves deeply into despair and existential angst, reflecting his struggles with finding happiness and purpose. Despite his significant intellectual contributions, Kierkegaard’s life was far from the serene existence that eudaimonia suggests. My own experience resonates with this paradox. I strive to engage deeply with philosophical questions, hoping to find fulfillment through understanding and discussion. However, finding friends who share a love for phil...

While reading "How to Win Friends and Influence People," I found myself yearning for a more theory-driven, philosophical approach to the subject. Dale Carnegie's book, although filled with examples and anecdotes, lacks the deeper insights that philosophy can offer. So, let's explore how philosophy can guide us in building meaningful relationships and positively influencing others. **Empathy and Phenomenology** Empathy is at the core of connecting with others. Phenomenology, a philosophical approach that focuses on the lived experiences of individuals, teaches us to truly understand and experience the emotions and perspectives of others. By practicing empathy, we can connect on a deeper level, showing genuine interest in their experiences and feelings. This connection builds trust and rapport. **Virtue Ethics: Aristotle's Guide to Character** Aristotle’s virtue ethics emphasizes the importance of developing good character traits, such as kindness, honesty, and pati...

Loneliness is something I’ve struggled with for a long time. There are days when it feels overwhelming, but I want to share my journey and how I strive every day to resolve it. It’s a tough road, but each day is an opportunity to make things better. I often find myself feeling isolated, but I refuse to let it define me. Instead, I use my loneliness as a motivator to work harder and improve my life. Whether it's through creating content, engaging with my audience, or simply reflecting on my thoughts, I’m always looking for ways to connect with others. Every day, I take small steps to reach out and find friends. It’s not always easy, and sometimes it feels like progress is slow, but I believe in the process. I push myself to be open, to share my thoughts and experiences, and to engage with the world around me. There are moments of frustration and setbacks, but I keep moving forward. I remind myself that each interaction, no matter how small, brings me closer to finding genuine connec...