The Push and Pull of Creativity: Navigating the Drive to Do Better
For as long as I can remember, I’ve felt an inner force—something deep in my chest—that pushes me to strive for more. It’s a relentless drive, like an inner demon, urging me to improve, create, and express myself. This force has shaped my life, guiding me through countless creative projects and moments of growth. But it hasn’t been without its challenges. --- The Drive to Improve I’ve always tried to make everything in my life better—more organized, more functional, and more fulfilling for myself and the people around me. Whether it’s through my creative work, relationships, or daily routines, I’m constantly striving to align with what I believe is right. This philosophy, rooted in virtue ethics, means integrating what I learn into my character. It’s not about reaching an end goal or achieving perfection; it’s about continually refining myself, becoming a little better each day. --- The Cycle of Highs and Lows Living with this inner drive feels like riding a wave. At my best, I’m manic...